[00:00.00] 作词 : Christopher Rockwell/Kevin Pouya/Michele Scatamacchia/Omar Banos[00:01.00] 作曲 : Christopher Rockwell/Kevin Pouya/Michele Scatamacchia/Omar Banos[00:25.35]It's hard to feel, easy to kill[00:27.75]Hard to deal, easy to give up[00:29.38]Hard to build, easy to break down[00:31.56]Ease up, when the fees up, put my feet up in the Fiat[00:33.96]Let my brain rot, feel the brain job, in my tank top[00:35.75]And I can’t stop and I can't move[00:37.04]When I wake up and I break up[00:38.18]And I say stuff I was never meant to say to they, like[00:40.53]I realized that I demonized you when I blamed my problems on you[00:43.30]It was always me, I'm uncomfortable in my skin when I’m not with you[00:46.78]I feel like I'm walkin' in circles, what's my purpose?[00:49.09]Brand new whips and purses[00:50.68]Beggin' my baby "don't hurt me like I hurt you," yuh[00:53.31]Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die[00:57.46]Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion[01:00.31]And ending is so easy, maybe I'll end up on TV[01:03.85]I can’t seem to find the meaning[01:05.63]I can’t seem to find the meaning[01:07.13]I wanna feel alive, I do it to these lies, I do[01:10.47]I look at you and tell you that I feel alright[01:13.75]Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay?[01:17.19]Do my apologies mean anything to you today? (Yuh)[01:20.71]It’s hard to feel alive[01:22.62]It's easy to wanna die[01:23.97]It's hard to look at my reflection[01:26.07]Easy to grip that Smith N' Wesson[01:27.70]Easy to **** that shit, no question[01:29.94]Easy to get my dick hard[01:31.24]It’s easy to get real pissed off[01:32.83]It's hard to quit my day job[01:34.49]It's easy to pop pills, get meals[01:35.71]Get ****ed up tucked under covers[01:37.58]Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo[01:39.67]Where I feel safest and I'm less anxious[01:41.35]Begging for someone to save me[01:42.97]'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me, lately[01:45.00]Creepin' on me when the sun go down, so shaded[01:47.54]No surprise it don't faze me, yuh[01:50.77]Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die[01:55.58]Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion[01:58.71]And ending is so easy, maybe I'll end up on TV[02:01.82]I can't seem to find the meaning[02:03.89]I can't seem to find the meaning[02:05.18]I wanna feel alive, I do it to these lies, I do[02:08.63]I look at you and tell you that I feel alright[02:11.91]Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay?[02:15.55]Do my apologies mean anything to you today?