[00:00.00] 作词 : Derrick Johnson[00:00.53] 作曲 : Derrick Johnson[00:01:06]Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you[00:07.98][00:12.69]Dear God I see you're face in all I do[00:20.52][00:24.55]Sometimes it's so hard to believe in[00:33.88][00:46.14]Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation[00:48.74][00:49.28]These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing[00:51.97]I think about this life I live[00:53.36]And all the **** I'm facing[00:54.86]More secrets in my mind than a freemason[00:57.28]I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes[01:00.25]I'm only human I want to hit the club[01:01.82]And **** a dime[01:02.69]But I know that's not the answer to my problems[01:04.93]Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them[01:07.63]Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next[01:10.31]Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex[01:13.11]Am I wrong yeah[01:15.20]Dear God am I wrong uh[01:17.60][01:19.38]Dear God tell me am I wrong[01:21.19]For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns[01:23.73]Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them[01:26.76]'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering[01:29.19]Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them[01:32.16]People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him[01:34.87]I just want to spread positivity[01:36.55]Through lyrical ability[01:37.79]They call it selling out but I just call it versatility[01:40.62]Yeah it's my life[01:41.92]My wrongs and my rights[01:43.78]My battle my songs and my fights[01:46.48]Now everybody want to come around[01:48.32]Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down[01:51.15]Not a single one of you mother****ers believed in the brand[01:54.23]Extended a hand[01:55.23]And now you want to be my man[01:56.86]I think not[01:57.63]You quick to shape shift like ink blots[01:59.75]The real dilla we cut classic no fitters[02:02.03]What about the time I was nine[02:03.53]And my mama almost murdered me[02:05.72]Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me[02:07.92][02:08.61]Her bare hands tight around my throat[02:10.45]I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama[02:13.14]Don't you want me mama don't you love me[02:15.30]Mama what the ****[02:16.51]Where was you then God tell me now[02:18.40]How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how[02:21.17]Why you let me live but let another die[02:23.90]Why you dry my tears but let another cry[02:26.48]Gotta' know[02:26.91][02:27.50]Set to detonate I gotta blow[02:28.99]That shit for show[02:30.03]I used to wonder why in the hell[02:31.62]You would make me suffer[02:32.69]But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher[02:35.09]Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned[02:37.44]When shit rough I get tough and[02:39.25]When I'm beaten to the ground[02:40.20]I get up yeah[02:42.82]I get up yeah yeah[02:45.61]I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned[02:48.38]When shit rough I get tough[02:49.80]And when I'm beaten to the ground[02:51.21]I get up yeah[02:52.92][02:53.82]I get up I get up[02:56.84]Get up