[00:52.258]What is peace without chaos[00:53.930]And lately what planet has god been on[00:55.811]Why am I constantly just getting s**t on[00:57.926]Everythings changed now it all feels like a spin-off[00:59.938]I guess it's my problem for caring it too much[01:02.106]The universe gave me more love[01:03.804]Than regular people can dare bear to touch[01:05.789]But that's the reason that everything's ****ed[01:08.036]There's a knife in my back[01:09.316]And I can't lay down[01:10.387]So when I die place my face to the ground[01:12.529]Full disrespect my self-hatred is now[01:14.566]The only thing I have been thinking about[01:16.891]I've been solving my problems with drugs and some sex[01:19.138]I fit in this zip got me feeling correct[01:21.071]I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend[01:23.422]But that's in the depths of my head[01:44.712]I don't sleep I just stress when I dead[01:45.940]I don't forgive and I'll never forget[01:47.899]You should sleep where my clothes would be kept[01:50.015]You should sleep in the rain with no roof on my head[01:51.817]I got drugs I got pain and regrets[01:52.966]Life's got me failing the test[01:55.135]What can you give when you've given your best[01:57.120]100% nothing less[01:58.818]Might as well rip my heart out of my chest[02:00.986]And leave me for dead[02:02.344]Last year alone I had 20 attempts[02:04.513]Had 20 doctors say I need the meds[02:06.524]Had 20 therapist mess with my head[02:08.744]Pop (?) and then I ran out of breath[02:10.886]Saw the light but had no hands to guide me[02:12.898]I stubble right through her blindly[02:14.387]Fell back to earth but I'm fine, see[02:16.215]If you wanna die quick then go be just like me[02:19.376]Yeah