[00:00.000] 作词 : Young Harry[00:01.000] 作曲 : Young Harry[00:23.784]Hate overthinking at night[00:25.295]So I put it in my music[00:26.928]And I got these drugs by my side[00:28.432]So Imma keep abusing[00:29.685]My past still haunt me[00:31.197]But what scare me the most be my future[00:32.701]Snorted a line my heart race so fast[00:34.459]I still wish I could go back[00:35.965]To the times my dad was alive[00:37.479]Up at night I send u phone texts[00:39.234]You got yo son here cryin[00:40.740]Driving down this road I know I'll crash[00:41.998]Fake ones I left behind[00:43.503]I got xanax for to balance the low[00:45.264]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go[00:46.766][00:47.708]Open Instagram[00:49.215]New haters[00:49.966]Mocking me because I'm Asian[00:51.479]Tell everybody I'm out of favors[00:52.983]Want you a feature u better pay me[00:54.238]This money made me crazy[00:55.998]These niggaz rappers Caitli[00:57.502]Jenner[00:58.507]Y'all be on sum hoe shit[00:59.764]Change y'all gender[01:00.515]Tryna make my dreams come true[01:01.767]Only my nightmares getting realer[01:03.028]My sister don't like me trappin[01:04.531]Shit our pops ain't here to pay her tuition[01:06.037]Put my pride inside my pockets[01:07.798]I don't even like to take no Trillers[01:09.305]I don't wanna serve no more[01:11.063]I don't wanna flip more fentanyl[01:12.316]Steady tryna win[01:13.824]Feel like I'm dying to live[01:15.080]My demons calling me[01:16.586]God I'm praying on my knees[01:18.096]I'm taking all these pills[01:19.598]That shit just help me feel better[01:21.609]And I'll still write my brothers letters[01:23.614][01:24.115]Hate overthinking at night[01:25.378]So I put it in my music[01:26.883]And I got these drugs by my side[01:28.644]So Imma keep abusing[01:29.897]My past still haunt me[01:31.151]But what scare me the most be my future[01:32.912]Snorted a line my heart race so fast[01:34.917]I still wish I could go back[01:36.428]To the times my dad was alive[01:37.930]Up at night I send u phone texts[01:39.440]You got yo son here cryin[01:40.946]Driving down this road I know I'll crash[01:42.455]Fake ones I left behind[01:43.962]I got xanax for to balance the low[01:45.662]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go[01:47.169][01:48.110]I got me a bitch to hold me down[01:49.868]Who always there to make me smile[01:51.380]But she don't understand my pain at all[01:52.883]She still don't know I risked it all[01:54.388]Slip up once it's five years[01:55.899]Dad died I wiped my tears[01:57.653]Swear this my last year being broke 2021 my year[02:00.666]Hate the fact I had to cry over a piece of paper[02:03.682]Tryna be so numb forget my past that's why I take drugs[02:06.448]Aborted all my kids whenever my condom had slipped up[02:09.457]4 leaf clover on my neck I had to get my luck up[02:12.468]I seen it all before me[02:14.231]Looked out the window its stormy[02:15.734]Even risked my life for the ones[02:17.246]Who turnt out wasn't homies[02:18.498]I started serving junkies then I ran up sum money[02:21.515]I'll save it up to go to America[02:23.777]I'm tryna make it out Korea[02:24.781][02:25.031]Hate overthinking at night[02:26.033]So I put it in my music[02:27.286]And I got these drugs by my side[02:28.797]So Imma keep abusing[02:30.299]My past still haunt me[02:31.555]But what scare me the most be my future[02:33.314]Snorted a line my heart race so fast[02:35.073]I still wish I could go back[02:36.832]To the times my dad was alive[02:38.087]Up at night I send u phone texts[02:39.597]You got yo son here cryin[02:41.353]Driving down this road I know I'll crash[02:42.612]Fake ones I left behind[02:44.117]I got xanax for to balance the low[02:45.879]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go[02:48.635]I still won't let go[02:52.080]I still won't let go[02:55.346]I still won't let go[02:58.361]I still can't let go