[00:04.81]I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it[00:09.25]I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm[00:14.47]If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?[00:18.33]Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?[00:22.99]'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love[00:25.85]And made me feel weak when you gave it all up[00:28.47]So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?[00:32.53]And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down[00:34.78]I take it to heart but I keep them around[00:37.36]And I lie awake tryna drown it out[00:41.83]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here[00:46.74]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?[00:51.31]I'm numb, numb, numb[00:53.09]Should I run, run, run?[00:55.59]I'm too, too close to losing myself[01:00.67]I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it[01:04.85]No, don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm)[01:09.41]Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it[01:13.89]I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm)[01:19.44]'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love[01:21.53]And made me feel weak when you gave it all up[01:24.00]So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?[01:28.17]And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down[01:30.79]I take it to heart but I keep them around[01:33.02]And I lie awake tryna drown it out[01:37.26]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here[01:41.57]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?[01:46.56]I'm numb, numb, numb[01:48.32]Should I run, run, run?[01:51.41]I'm too, too close to losing myself[01:55.29]I'll drown it out[01:56.88]Too, too[01:59.77]Too, too close to…[02:01.53]I'm too, too close to losing myself[02:03.12]Too, too[02:07.97]Too, too close to[02:10.52]To losing myself[02:15.76]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here[02:19.16]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?[02:24.11]I'm numb, numb, numb[02:26.04]Should I run, run, run?[02:29.09]I'm too, too close to losing myself[02:31.78]So I'll drown it out[02:35.52]But I'm…[02:37.92]I'm too, too close to losing myself[02:41.76]But I'll drown it out[02:43.86]I'm too, too close to losing myself