[00:37.11]Living like animals with no real shame.[00:41.49]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create.[00:45.64]My body speaks to me and I understand.[00:49.71]It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command."[00:53.75]Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake,[00:57.75]Or spending money to cover up a mistake.[01:01.85]Like running fast but always taking long breaks.[01:05.93]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake.[01:10.01]I want to see the best version of me.[01:25.44]The me that I know is not my friend at all.[02:11.45]A man can trust himself to spend his life away.[02:14.83]Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face.[02:18.83]A drink can trust a man to have another sip.[02:22.56]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips.[02:26.31]Like reading half and never open it again.[02:30.16]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been.[02:34.05]How I feel about the way God taunts.[02:37.32]The same is the way I give my body what it wants.[02:41.05]I want to see the way I want to see.[02:56.10]I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all.[03:11.06]I'm dead to me. I'm just a body.[03:25.84]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?