[00:00.000] 作词 : 荆天明JTM[00:01.000] 作曲 : 荆天明JTM[00:20.586] 又是一年夏天[00:22.194] 把故事土里埋[00:23.530] on the track[00:24.065] 还在拼[00:25.121] 但成功就不来[00:25.922] 阳光照不进的琴房[00:27.506] 有落了灰的mic[00:28.568] 没再碰[00:29.376] 因为害怕再输第三次比赛[00:31.232] 我总是梦想翻身[00:32.287] 做自由的男人[00:34.160] 从满腔的热血被逼到了贪生[00:36.811] 从天真的吴邪到虚伪的关根[00:39.203] 想把分数抬高拿下人生的三诊[00:42.137] 我不再做梦 让everybody know me[00:44.535] 从高处落下的孩子 还在啜泣[00:47.179] 他讲的道理差点骗得自己all in[00:50.100] 是没法烙印在生命里的召令[00:53.022] 十年下来还是情绪变得冰冷[00:55.946] 早就不再写歌在每天的清晨[00:58.106] 我的梦 我的爱还在亲吻着我脸颊[01:01.562] 试图找回我的精神[01:03.943] 梦里就不必再说谎[01:06.605] 说到唱我也肯定不遑多让[01:09.266] 还在找这生活的配方[01:11.381] 寻找爱 寻找真诚 不是诽谤[01:14.044] of course I always know that bro[01:17.226] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[01:19.375] so just keep going[01:21.229] keep going[01:22.566] 我在 我在 always rap[01:24.950] of course I always know that bro[01:27.864] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[01:30.523] so just keep going[01:31.855] keep going[01:33.445] 我在 我在 always rap[01:35.577] 早就不再提了拆了西墙补东墙[01:37.965] 我靠在椅子上面抑制内心的疯狂[01:40.360] 有谁会在乎凌晨两点书桌面前的匆忙[01:43.271] 不过旭日东升前被遗忘后的冬阳[01:45.936] 我们不懈努力我们也不屑一顾[01:48.598] 知识也不会储蓄 在大脑里面迷路[01:51.246] “放轻松”三个字放在耳边不停地打转[01:53.637] 好日子就快到了 只不过分散在局部[01:57.097] 寻找过的出路和破局的方式[01:59.218] 现在变成一把黑色顶在脑门的枪[02:01.881] 我看到 他们在追求不少华丽的装饰[02:04.537] 内外空虚的只有我看不到照进的光[02:07.195] 我的人生是条长河 深不见底的反面[02:09.853] 我尽量去下潜 每个方面都展现[02:12.241] 它伸手想要拉你一把马上就感电[02:15.435] 过了许久嘴上再也没有说过句感谢[02:17.563] of course I always know that bro[02:21.276] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[02:23.666] so just keep going[02:25.522] keep going[02:26.592] 我在 我在 always rap[02:29.246] of course I always know that bro[02:31.910] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[02:34.552] so just keep going[02:35.891] keep going[02:37.487] 我在 我在 always rap[02:39.338] 我发现空间撕裂后存在的间隙[02:41.738] 才戴上保护自我伪善者的面具[02:44.912] 逃避虽然可耻 但留下的倩影[02:46.795] 也能把心给抓牢能够接受贬低[02:49.712] 不再能够忍受失败的滋味[02:52.643] 逃脱的不仅是座封闭的堡垒[02:54.771] 拨开云雾见光明 就算带着点儿伤病[02:57.165] 也无所谓了 我给自己打了针强心[03:00.618] 我开始疯狂地琢磨着怎么能把故事写好[03:03.537] 故事本身并不恐怖恐怖在于我是主角[03:05.666] 我的梦境被谁打破[03:07.529] 在现实被谁嘲弄[03:08.594] 被施加的伤痛[03:09.926] 痛个几天才能搞好[03:11.510] 想当一个迷人的软蛋[03:13.121] 顶着狂风暴雨看着世界变得更惨谈[03:16.051] 事与愿违世界现在已经大满贯[03:18.432] 却没法让你随便回家再和父母吃一顿晚饭[03:22.415] of course I always know that bro[03:25.079] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[03:27.725] so just keep going[03:29.317] keep going[03:30.648] 我在 我在 always rap[03:33.322] of course I always know that bro[03:35.715] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[03:38.646] so just keep going[03:39.981] keep going[03:41.575] 我在 我在 always rap[03:42.911] of course I always know that bro[03:46.635] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[03:49.315] so just keep going[03:50.364] keep going[03:51.965] 我在 我在 always rap[03:53.298] of course I always know that bro[03:57.276] I feel da pain which gonna destroy[03:59.670] so just keep going[04:01.283] keep going[04:02.599] 我在 我在 always rap[04:05.259] 真的死亡就是彻底被忘[04:07.390] 坚守阵地我从来没有退让[04:09.785] 他们想让我参军[04:11.364] 我也能当一烈士[04:12.708] 最后死在了和命运的对抗[04:15.095] 我不再能够大声不甘地吼叫[04:17.749] 不再能够写歌 用思想吹口哨[04:20.405] 不再能够大开杀戒后摘手套[04:22.799] 但希望摘下这盲目的“口罩”[04:25.181] I said