[00:00.000] 作词 : Masetti[00:01.000] 作曲 : Masetti[00:02.000] 编曲 : Masetti[00:10.283]hey,dad[00:13.214]There’s dark clouds out my window[00:16.130]Bright clouds up ahead[00:19.057]I’m hopeful for the future[00:21.974]But all I see is red[00:24.901]These memories they haunt me[00:28.089]And fill me up with dread[00:31.006]They played me for a fool back then[00:33.927]I remember when you said[00:35.782]I know what’s wrong with your mind[00:44.020]You’ve got to be blind to not see it[00:50.125]How much you act like your father you know[00:55.970]That’s because I carry his soul with me now[00:59.685][01:00.755]Wanted to be my own man[01:03.672]And there’s nobody who could stop it[01:06.599]But the day I became a man[01:09.788]Was the day that I lost him[01:12.703]But I will try harder than I have[01:15.631]Because I know that he’s watching[01:18.551]And I will live with the memories[01:21.467]Like there’s no other option[01:24.131][01:26.456]Diagnosed October[01:29.372]buried February[01:32.299]Try to act like all of it don’t affect me only barely[01:39.740]But the only one I’m lying to is myself[01:45.049]I stayed up all night listening to your breath[01:51.612]And I wish that I could be right by your side[01:57.457]Because the darkness in my heart has got too bright[02:03.303]You would always talk me right off of the ledge[02:09.147]Now you’re the voice in the back of my head[02:12.860][02:13.658]Wanted to be my own man[02:16.847]There’s nobody who could stop it[02:19.774]But the day I became a man[02:22.691]Was the day that I lost him[02:25.619]But I will try harder than I have[02:28.799]Because I know that he’s watching[02:31.727]And I will live with the memories[02:34.643]Like there’s no other option[02:36.499][02:37.297]I got way too many memories[02:39.960]I could think about them endlessly[02:42.879]I’ve got way too many memories[02:45.796]I could think about you endlessly[02:49.257]I got way too many[02:51.912]I got way too many[02:55.100]I got way too many[02:57.755]I got way too many[02:59.351][03:01.469]Wanted to be my own man[03:04.661]There’s nobody who could stop it[03:07.313]But the day I became a man[03:10.505]Was the day that I lost him[03:13.420]But I will try harder than I have[03:16.348]Because I know that he’s watching[03:19.264]And I will live with the memories[03:22.452]Like there’s no other option