[00:13.30]I need some candy[00:15.91]To restore my calmness[00:19.00]I’ve had some crazy[00:21.93]Freak outs lately[00:25.27]I kicked all my ****[00:28.25]Around my closet[00:31.03]Nobody is coming[00:33.86]To tell me to stop it[00:37.35]My shoes[00:37.92]They scuffed[00:39.33]My white walls[00:40.24]I punched my[00:41.05]Cupcake beanbag[00:43.76](I have a cupcake beanbag)[00:46.28]Til I fell tired and[00:48.82]Embarrassed enough[00:53.77]And I was careless enough[00:55.54][01:00.19]Feeling like a ****[01:02.28]Picking it up again[01:05.26]Feeling so much like a ****[01:08.10]Just to pick it up again[01:11.13]Feeling so so so[01:14.22]So tired[01:17.36]Of feeling so so so[01:20.29]So dumb[01:24.85]I stomped and[01:25.65]I screamed there[01:28.07]Flinging ideas[01:29.24]Straight down from the halls[01:31.16]Like in a movie scene where[01:33.96]All of you watch behind a glass wall[01:36.85]I’m pacing back and fourth[01:39.07]Exhausting myself[01:40.70]For my own gratification[01:43.57]To no one[01:45.30]Embarrassing programming[01:47.83][01:48.63]And when I find the mess in the floor[01:51.93]Temper tantrum over[01:54.41]Reorganizing all that I tore[01:57.74]From life’s rightful order[02:00.42]I'll say I[02:01.53]Learned some sort of lesson[02:06.34]When I felt dumb enough[02:09.23]To question[02:12.39]Feeling like a ****[02:14.26]Picking it all up again[02:18.10]So much like a ****[02:20.23]Just to pick it up again[02:23.26]Everything is so so so[02:26.26]So tired[02:28.97]Everything is so so so[02:33.02]So dumb