purgatory origami - mixed matches.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Ed Barrios
[00:00.096] 作曲 : Ed Barrios
[00:00.193]I just been trying
[00:01.951]For wishful thinking
[00:03.935]But I’ve been worried bout you so what’s the point
[00:07.698]Cause I been hoping
[00:09.438]And I’ve been wondering
[00:11.435]If you’ll ever come round this part
[00:14.188]Cause I live with a figment of you
[00:17.691]Based upon the things that I’ve been thru
[00:21.443]And I'll fool myself a time or two
[00:24.952]Saying I don’t care for you
[00:29.198]But I know what’s real when the lights get dark
[00:32.449]And I know I feel too much to start
[00:36.201]When I’m planning for my next mistake
[00:39.937]I’m abandoning what faith could make
[00:43.453]If I knew what’s best I would take my time
[00:47.191]But I’m so clueless when it comes to life
[00:50.954]When I’m tearing
[00:52.686]My heart out
[00:54.696]For you
[00:59.445]Come out when you want
[01:01.193]Or just stay instead
[01:03.191]Doesn’t mattеr when you live in my head
[01:06.948]I don’t think you know
[01:08.693]Just how bad it gеts
[01:10.437]And I don’t think you care about now
[01:13.943]Take time when you need to figure it out
[01:16.944]And go live life so that you are here and now
[01:20.442]But at no expense you'll try to cause me some pain
[01:24.195]And I’d take it just so I could feel you again
[01:27.934]I’m not in hell
[01:29.188]But I’ve
[01:30.183]Been here before
[01:31.446]And while it’s
[01:32.450]Better now
[01:33.693]I’m not quite sure
[01:35.200]If this is heaven yet
[01:37.441]But while I wait
[01:39.194]I’ll take the time
[01:40.196]To try
[01:41.199]To get to know this place
[01:42.933]When you want to say
[01:46.692]That I'm not really over it
[01:50.434]You state a case
[01:53.939]'Cause you don’t want it to quit
[01:57.939]And I know
[01:59.202]I got faults
[01:59.941]But at least I will admit them
[02:01.454]You won’t
[02:02.438]Take the blame
[02:03.190]For all those you’ve offended
[02:05.206]You’re just
[02:05.946]Like your parents
[02:06.942]Who you
[02:07.945]Have resented
[02:08.939]'Cause you could never learn
[02:12.687]And I just think that it’s funny
[02:14.185]That you’re oblivious
[02:15.951]That you are living a comedy
[02:17.936]Based off repetition
[02:19.701]You don't wanna act your age
[02:22.189]Cause you never make change
[02:23.939]And you wonder why you waste time
[02:39.165]I’ve been trying to say
[02:41.672]I'm killing time
[02:44.156]When folding again
[02:46.905]Then I unwind
[02:49.672]You wish you could
[02:52.166]And you’ll say so
[02:54.904]I’m strung up on it
[02:57.404]And your halo
[03:00.420]Whether I wait
[03:01.658]It doesn’t mean that I am trying
[03:02.411]You bat ahead
[03:03.403]But doesn’t mean that you're alive
[03:04.902]Falling apart
[03:05.921]'Cause then I would ask why
[03:07.422]You’ll never say
[03:08.660]When you look me in the eye
[03:10.158]And I just wanna leave it
[03:11.414]To come through us all
[03:12.654]But you just wanna take it
[03:14.152]And hold to your soul
[03:15.407]I’ve been amazed that you cannot see
[03:17.912]You’re tucked inside like origami
[03:21.849]I’ve been trying to say
[03:24.353]I'm killing time
[03:26.849]When folding again
[03:29.360]Then I unwind
[03:32.100]You wish you could
[03:34.849]And you’ll say so
[03:37.611]I’m strung up on it
[03:40.111]And your halo
[03:42.849]Instead of just sulking
[03:44.613]I’m looking for trouble
[03:47.364]Wherever it comes my way
[03:52.612]Your temper's tempting me to stay
[03:55.604]But I’m not angry anyway
[03:58.359]I’m just looking for my day
[04:06.813](Okay)
[04:20.059]Well I can stay and talk
[04:21.811]And say too much
[04:23.054]But if I do then I
[04:24.806]Won't learn enough
[04:26.067]I don’t take advice
[04:28.076]It makes me dumb
[04:29.557]But I think I’ll listen for once
[04:33.063]And I know I’m not worthless but I’ll tell you
[04:36.061]That I feel I deserved it when that’s not true
[04:39.314]I could sit here and cry
[04:41.319]When I don’t need to
[04:42.812]So I’m saying goodbye
[04:44.561]'Cause I’ve got things to do
[04:47.321]I’ve just been wanting to know
[04:48.570]If I had been told a lie
[04:50.313]'Cause you were trying to spare my feelings
[04:53.808]When I was opening up
[04:55.062]I thought that you were alright
[04:56.803]But then I found that you’re a bad person
[05:00.309]But I feel grateful for all that had come
[05:03.260]'Cause I’m still alive and having fun
[05:06.446]And through my own hands I’ll become
[05:09.960]Someone better off alone
[05:13.204]And I know I’m not worthless but I’ll tell you
[05:16.213]That I feel I deserved it when that’s not true
[05:19.449]I could sit here and cry
[05:21.203]When I don’t need to
[05:22.958]So I’m saying goodbye
[05:24.695]'Cause I’ve got things to do