[00:21.372] Run my lane, I ain't got time for games[00:23.797] The more things that change around me[00:25.078] The more things that stay the same[00:26.426] Oh you think you know sum bout me[00:27.711] 'cause you google up my name[00:28.989] I could take all of these pills[00:30.209] But I know it won't stop the pain yeah, aye[00:31.769] Got this debt that drag me down and stress me out uh uh[00:34.631] I've been workin extra tryin to get out uh uh[00:37.598] I done gave my heart to women who ain't love me back[00:40.005] This year I don't think that I'm gon' make no time for that[00:42.596] Woah, holdin on by threads[00:43.909] I don't know how much longer I can go[00:45.607] I've been been locked up by myself at night[00:47.395] Recordin all these flows[00:48.328] Half my friends already married[00:49.572] I ain't got that much to show[00:50.953] For all the seeds that I done planted[00:52.268] Waiting for that mug to grow[00:53.599] Never been the type to let[00:54.662] Someone's opinion tell me no[00:56.093] You can keep your standards[00:57.381] I do not respect your status quo[00:58.767] I done came to far to let[01:00.314] My music fit into your mould[01:01.654] If you scared to light the fuze[01:02.893] Then tell me how you bout to blow?[01:04.248] I guess now that I'll be on my own[01:06.257] Work so hard that I don't even check my phone[01:09.575] Lately I've been feelin out my zone[01:12.100] I don't really wanna talk about it[01:13.409] Please leave me alone, yeah[01:14.676] I just want the real thing[01:17.480] Why is it so hard for me to feel things?[01:20.043] I just want the real thing[01:22.606] Why is it so hard for me to feel things?[01:25.330] Play for keeps, I've barely slept in weeks[01:27.599] I done got so much that I want[01:29.100] Why I still feel incomplete?[01:30.229] I've been carrying this baggage[01:31.730] Wait til I get off my leash[01:32.898] If you try to bring me down[01:34.244] Then you already underneath yeah, aye[01:35.987] There's a fine line between all this pride I'm[01:38.482] Tryin to keep in line when I decide that its my time[01:40.980] So I keep in mind my purpose is divine why[01:43.886] Do we fight on how to define it?[01:45.583] I'm hesitant to go[01:46.804] To some places I've been before[01:48.615] Cause deep down I just know[01:49.729] That I can't feel no love no more[01:51.132] I can feel it in my soul[01:52.330] That my heart is just hardening[01:53.652] And no one would ever know[01:54.993] My perspective is darkening oh no no no[01:57.017] Isolation mixed with self deprecation[01:59.365] Has given Beelzebub a cause to give me standing ovations[02:02.264] I've made this my occupation but at what cost to my head?[02:04.779] I've gone numb from the pain[02:06.216] I'd rather feel it instead I'm sayin[02:08.263] I guess now that I'll be on my own[02:10.435] Work so hard that I don't even check my phone[02:13.583] Lately I've been feelin out my zone[02:15.794] I don't really wanna talk about it[02:17.362] Please leave me alone, yeah[02:18.672] I just want the real thing[02:21.447] Why is it so hard for me to feel things?[02:24.114] I just want the real thing[02:26.630] Why is it so hard for me to feel things?(x5)