Humanhood - The Weather Station.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Tamara Lindeman
[00:25.229]Maybe if I go down to the water
[00:29.529]Maybe I can get back into my body
[00:34.379]It's a hot day, shitty
[00:36.595]There's weeds in the breakers
[00:38.862]There's kids throwing tantrums and circling teenagers
[00:43.197]I was changing in the bushes
[00:45.230]Strip the clothes from my thighs
[00:47.679]Crouching for a second
[00:49.629]Bare my skin to the sky
[00:51.914]Sweating, hidden
[00:53.981]In the cottonwood and vines
[00:56.405]My mind glitching, kinda
[00:59.039]Thinking dark thoughts lately
[01:01.399]And maybe
[01:02.440]I should admit to somebody
[01:04.620]It's been feeling cut off lately
[01:07.731]Thinking, was I a person?
[01:11.043]All I ever knew was I
[01:13.536]Every morning
[01:15.708]That I wake up in two eyes
[01:17.891]I walked down the beach
[01:20.130]Squinting in the light
[01:22.215]Across the dirty sand, exposed
[01:25.697]Carrying this humanhood
[01:29.501]I went carrying this humanhood
[01:33.836]I've been carrying this humanhood
[01:37.667]Tryna make good on it
[01:57.068]You always tell me
[01:59.097]I would walk without grace
[02:01.212]Something awkward
[02:03.352]In how I brush the hair from my face
[02:05.594]It could be better
[02:07.584]If I'd just listen, if I'd change
[02:09.961]I slip into the cold shock of waves and dive under
[02:14.577]Roll, and look up from under
[02:17.329]Blurred light
[02:18.362]Blue, white, blue, white
[02:20.837]Ripples that smash
[02:22.487]Shore into sky
[02:24.221]Shore into sky
[02:25.970]Weightless for a second, I swim
[02:29.538]Just breathing
[02:30.300]I've been carrying this humanhood
[02:33.899]I'm carefully carrying this humanhood
[02:38.188]Ungracefully carrying this body
[02:41.471]That's tired from carrying a mind
[02:44.710]This citizenship in this personal life, I guess
[02:49.454]This citizenship in this history, in this moment in time
[02:53.984]This fragile life
[02:55.653]One of a generation that might end this world I guess
[02:59.152]Nobody tells you how to bear this
[03:02.010]Was I really as you say?
[03:04.278]Untruthful, untrustworthy
[03:06.513]You tell me
[03:07.531]Or always falling out of my body when I'm afraid
[03:11.581]Always afraid
[03:13.472]Can't seem to stay
[03:15.905]Bear the weight of it, I guess
[03:18.637]Carrying this humanhood
[03:21.135]It looked like a burden
[03:22.963]Carrying this humanhood
[03:23.331]For lack of decision, too mangled a living
[03:27.316]Carrying this humanhood
[03:27.610]Too entangled a vision
[03:29.244]Sacred though
[03:31.339]Precious, oh