[00:00.000] 作词 : siick[00:01.000] 作曲 : siick[00:16.335]我想要成为艺术家but it is forever dream[00:19.521]i just can to work whole the life 死于重病[00:22.593]luv is fxxkin toxic 刺穿无数的洞[00:25.576]我察觉不到危险我感受不到痛[00:28.736]我陷入我的trap trap[00:30.426]在原地打圈圈[00:31.990]life is fxxkin bad trip[00:33.535]我生活已经厌倦[00:35.125]and now i can pain no more[00:36.885]禁锢着欲望的锁链[00:38.805]leave out the door[00:39.840]击碎我灵魂的谎言[00:43.903]我又被遗弃[00:45.341]如果没有尼古丁那我一定死去[00:48.337]昨天悲伤的我[00:49.935]祭奠着自由的我[00:51.404]陈述着自我的错[00:52.956]闯下了自私的祸[00:54.199]回忆像一把盐洒在我的伤疤[00:57.440]泪滴伴随着痛苦被我咽下[01:00.630]情绪的掌控再也无法自拔[01:03.502]或许我根本就不了解到底什么是爱[01:07.488]感受不到爱[01:09.048]now i so tried[01:10.721]i drunk alone and sad the night[01:13.673]plz tell me why[01:15.294]losin my mine[01:16.806]该如何承认我的失败[01:19.794]穷人不可能一步一个脚印[01:22.141]我对这个世界早已失去所有信心[01:25.301]昨天今天明天不停在兜圈[01:29.864]我不想要在原地一直的转[01:32.296]一遍一遍的转[01:33.778]克制的条件导致我原地不停打转[01:36.849]那草弹的生活快压到我要无法呼吸[01:40.071]大脑一片空白我想不清我目的[01:43.026]我害怕都打颤[01:44.643]梦境使我致幻[01:46.123]辗转反侧的夜里不断的心烦意乱[01:49.304]back to the 21 year i play the carti beat[01:52.803]让我回到过去[01:55.475]我想要成为艺术家but it is forever dream[01:58.661]i just can to work whole the life 死于重病[02:01.550]luv is fxxkin toxic 刺穿无数的洞[02:04.650]我察觉不到危险我感受不到痛[02:07.934]我陷入我的trap trap[02:09.550]在原地打圈圈[02:11.101]life is fxxkin bad trip[02:12.614]我生活已经厌倦[02:14.235]and now i can pain no more[02:15.906]禁锢着欲望的锁链[02:17.976]leave out the door[02:19.088]击碎我灵魂的谎言