[00:00.000] 作曲 : Day Wave/Olivia O'Brien[00:00.186] 制作人 : Day Wave[00:00.372] And they say[00:05.902] They say that it's only up from here[00:10.773] But I've hit[00:16.412] A new rock bottom every single year[00:33.082] I've been trying to find a reason[00:38.570] Not to stop myself from leaving[00:43.592] But life feels like one big inconvenience[00:48.875] Then you die anyway[00:54.664] And I've tried every medication[01:00.002] I've tried guided meditation[01:05.691] I've tried going on vacation[01:10.180] Then I'm still sad[01:12.214] I'm just on the beach[01:16.035] And they say[01:21.590] They say that it's only up from here[01:27.045] But I've hit[01:32.391] A new rock bottom every single year[01:38.241] Little do they know[01:43.629] I can always go[01:48.370] Lower[02:00.055] I wanna rip the skin off my body[02:04.892] Cause I hate the way that it feels on me[02:10.498] Going through the motions like a zombie[02:15.671] I can't wait for the apocalypse[02:21.640] I know all my friends are getting scared now[02:26.528] Cause I can't seem to find a way out[02:31.916] My therapist is asking me to hang out[02:37.274] I just might take her up on that[02:42.895] And they say[02:48.206] They say that it's only up from here[02:53.723] But I've hit[02:59.044] A new rock bottom every single year[03:04.882] Little do they know[03:09.988] I can always go[03:15.142] Lower[03:15.822] I keep trying to kill myself[03:18.329] But I keep waking up[03:20.910] Hid my letters, take my pills[03:23.597] I guess I'm never taking up[03:26.166] They say the only way is up[03:29.001] But the ground keeps getting closer[03:32.003] They say it will go back up[03:34.839] It keeps on getting slower[03:43.049] I can always go lower