[00:00.000] 作词 : Jiangie[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jiangie[00:02.000] 编曲 : Jiangie[00:13.230]hook1 mental:[00:13.440]I never meant to **** it up[00:15.300]I know im not good enough[00:16.830]Maybe I should turn to dust[00:18.570]Might die without you[00:20.340]I dont wanna keep trying so[00:21.750]This heart could be mine or yours[00:23.460]Dont know what im dying for[00:25.020]But I still wanna[00:26.280]I never meant to **** it up[00:28.380]I know im not good enough[00:29.970]Maybe I should turn to dust[00:31.650]Might die without you[00:33.420]I dont wanna keep trying so[00:34.800]This heart could be mine or yours[00:36.750]Dont know what im dying for[00:38.070]But I still wanna[00:39.690]verse jiangie:[00:39.870]你对我说谎言干什么?/ why did tell lies to my face[00:42.990]我应该离开但是我不舍得/ i wanna leave but im still holding on[00:46.710]你在我脑海里我一直想着/ in my headspace im still thinking abt u[00:49.710]这世界里你的爱根本不值得/ in this world love aint even worth anything[00:52.800]爱,在这个世界里已经腐烂了/ love, in this current world is already corrupted[00:56.400]这个社会已经离开现实腐败了/ this deluted society already lost its purity[00:59.400]在我坟墓上棺材已经埋在土里了/ on my grave im buried deep in the dirt in my casket[01:03.240]我要逃离逃离这个 matrix了/ im leaving earth and this matrix[01:05.610]ay ay你在我的心中就没事了/ but if u are in my heart then we should be cool[01:08.970]在悲伤的情况下我们一起哭吧/ when we cry we can cry together as a group[01:12.840]伤心的感觉就像花树枯了/ sadness feels like when plants die[01:15.840]你离开我的话我就彻底崩溃了/ but if u leave me my mental state will collapse totally[01:19.830]我以为大家都是开开心心对吧?/ i thought i was taught that the world was all sunshine and rainbows[01:22.860]但是我知道你在对我撒谎咬着嘴巴/ but u were lying to me biting ur lips[01:26.250]我要你的爱但是不知道你的名字/ i wanted ur love but i forgot to ask for ur name[01:28.650]不要拒绝我不要拒绝我不要气死/ i dont wanna get outcasted, rejected but dont get mad asf[01:32.370]hook2 mental:[01:32.580]I never meant to **** it up[01:33.810]I know im not good enough[01:35.400]Maybe I should turn to dust[01:37.110]Might die without you[01:38.880]I dont wanna keep trying so[01:40.260]This heart could be mine or yours[01:42.180]Dont know what im dying for[01:43.560]But I still wanna[01:44.790]I never meant to **** it up[01:46.920]I know im not good enough[01:48.480]Maybe I should turn to dust[01:50.160]Might die without you[01:51.960]I dont wanna keep trying so[01:53.370]This heart could be mine or yours[01:55.290]Dont know what im dying for[01:56.670]But I still wanna[01:58.020]outro mental:[01:58.230]You lied, I dont know who to trust anymore[02:01.200]Im right, I think that I should sleep on the floor[02:04.320]Dont mind me, in my head im fighting a war[02:08.130]Its stuck in my core, im still so alone[02:11.370]I tried, but you would think that I never did[02:13.920]Dont hide, I can see the person under that shit[02:17.880]Sometimes I wish that I didnt even exist[02:19.680]I miss what it is, I feel so distant from this